[ yukari stops mid-sentence and pauses to take several slow, deep breaths in an attempt to slow down her racing thoughts. nothing she's saying is making sense, she knows that. distilling two years and a few months of grief and longing into something coherent is a borderline impossible task, made even more difficult by her currently haywire emotions. she hates that she's leaning on someone who doesn't deserve to get bogged down with her baggage, hates even more that coming here proves she wasn't strong enough to get by on her own.
but hadn't the entirety of s.e.e.s's journey taught her that being there for one another was okay? this was okay. she was okay.
yukari takes another shaky breath and sighs, ]
Sure, it wasn't wrong, but I knew better. Or I was supposed to know better. It was so easy to get swept up in it, you know? Even if I knew it was a bad idea.
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[ yukari stops mid-sentence and pauses to take several slow, deep breaths in an attempt to slow down her racing thoughts. nothing she's saying is making sense, she knows that. distilling two years and a few months of grief and longing into something coherent is a borderline impossible task, made even more difficult by her currently haywire emotions. she hates that she's leaning on someone who doesn't deserve to get bogged down with her baggage, hates even more that coming here proves she wasn't strong enough to get by on her own.
but hadn't the entirety of s.e.e.s's journey taught her that being there for one another was okay? this was okay. she was okay.
yukari takes another shaky breath and sighs, ]
Sure, it wasn't wrong, but I knew better. Or I was supposed to know better. It was so easy to get swept up in it, you know? Even if I knew it was a bad idea.